Golden Seams Everthe8

When the time comes to say i’m ready to die
I hope i have enough wisdom, to kept quiet
Hope when i write my last line
I will not be a slave of other mind Look in my eyes i’m a stone cold sober
No more liquor in cup, i’m sipping orange soda
Look inside my soul, i’m white crow in black toyota
All i want she could see me smiling on the glossy photos I’m a bit stressed nowadays
Cause i’ve lost a soul mate
She said, you’re being way too intense
So, we can’t keep doing this way Aye
I wrote about this feelings whole tape
Honestly, i want her back, but it’s too late Sky’s all a blue, there’s no cloud in sight
I was starting to think, i found my peace of mind
I was starting to think, i was about to die
Fuck
How could i’ve been so blind I wear my heart on the sleeve
Bitches take advantage of this
My heart is pretty big
All these hoes fill in it All these hoes feeling it
I twist these hoes ’round my dick
Fuck i know i’m too reckless
And it always ends badly I wear my heart on the sleeve
Bitches take advantage of this
My heart is pretty big
All these hoes fill in it All these hoes feeling it
I twist these hoes ’round my dick
Fuck i know i’m too reckless
And it always ends badly I feel like earth slipping under my feet Focused like a jumper
Take off from the earth
Woman’s Hands wrap my neck
Till it hurts I can’t see the real you through this brands
I can’t see the real you through this fake If you could see through my skin
My heart covered with golden seams
Golden cracks
Kintsugi
Feelings made up of porcelain Aye
Red spot on my white tee
I close eyes
Snow’s melting on my eyelids
It feels like im crying Lashes like centipedes, creeping
Over my cornea, i feel bit sleepy
Tongues moving like snakes
Snowflakes burning my face I’m full of love and rage
I’m at the start
I’m trying to collect shards
Of broken porcelain heart